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Dogma and The universe

I knew what was happening at this group therapy, but I was powerless to help it. I have built such a wall of dogmatisim that everything that is said, social, spiritual or personal, goes through this filter and reformulates into either judgment, or pity. Tuesday (last night) I left the groups so angry, so rebellious, not so much towards them, but towards myself, that I couldn’t...

ECT LOG: First day in group mind-warp

Last night was my first night of my four week voyage across the rolling waves of stale coffee in group therapy. It was an interesting night is all I can say. I’ve been in group situations before, but this guy leading this one, Mo, is an extraordinary person. And so freaking interesting, I wish I would have met him in a situation where he didn’t know I was a psychopath. The...

ECT LOG: Bipolar Meds do funny things.. ...

Table of contents for ECT LOGECT LOG: Sleeping in ChurchECT LOG: how strange it is to feel okayECT LOG: Bipolar Meds do funny things.. and it’s just funny Okay.. don’t have much to report today. I basically felt “oaky,” which stretched over from yesterday, and the full dosage of my meds. But some funny things happen. Side effects. I’ve experienced these...

ECT LOG: how strange it is to feel okay

Table of contents for ECT LOGECT LOG: Sleeping in ChurchECT LOG: how strange it is to feel okayECT LOG: Bipolar Meds do funny things.. and it’s just funny I feel so strange today. I feel okay. For the first time in maybe 4 years. All has been death and the devil’s ass for a decade, and today I feel okay. I know my pastor is against the pills, My brothers in Christ are...

ECT LOG: What is ECT, History and Effect...

Table of contents for ECT LOGECT LOG: Electroconvulsive Shock Treatment soonECT LOG: My First day back on drugsECT Log: Dark Matter and the suicidal mindECT LOG: Mania is fun, till the parties overECT LOG: What is ECT, History and Effects Used extensively as a method for treating patients suffering from depression, electroconvulsive therapy, also known as electroconvulsive therapy or...

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