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St. Bruno Podcast: Fortress of...

St. Bruno Podcast: Fortress of Failures & Medicating Van Gough 2 part interview with pastor Klumpp
This is a two part interview with Pastor Klumpp and a great one at that. I pulled it out of the closet for a listen today and really enjoyed it all over again. Hopefully you will too. And if you can’t get enough here is our third...

ECT LOG: Bipolar Meds do funny...

ECT LOG: Bipolar Meds do funny things.. and it’s just funny
Table of contents for ECT LOGECT LOG: Sleeping in ChurchECT LOG: how strange it is to feel okayECT LOG: Bipolar Meds do funny things.. and it’s just funny Okay.. don’t have much to report today. I basically felt “oaky,”...

The most hopeful verse in the ...

The most hopeful verse in the bible
It’s funny, at one point in my life this verse scared the shit out of me. I kept questionoing myself if I had blasphimed the holy spirit. Here it is and there are several others which I will paraphrase: Matthew 12:31-32 (Larger context:...

ECT LOG: how strange it is to ...

ECT LOG: how strange it is to feel okay
Table of contents for ECT LOGECT LOG: Sleeping in ChurchECT LOG: how strange it is to feel okayECT LOG: Bipolar Meds do funny things.. and it’s just funny I feel so strange today. I feel okay. For the first time in maybe 4 years. All has...

My favorite artist this year

My favorite artist this year
I just have to share this music with my two fans. (hi mom and dad) Heather McCready’s album Neverland has been in my player for two weeks, and I could swear there is smoke wafting out of the CD loader. She is a bipolar like me, and every...

Comic: Pastor Ted has a new si...

Comic: Pastor Ted has a new sign at the abortion clinic
Had some time last weekend to get my Comics polished up. I’ll start posting one a week for those of you that have nothing to do with your time. ...

ECT LOG: What is ECT, History ...

ECT LOG: What is ECT, History and Effects
Table of contents for ECT LOGECT LOG: Electroconvulsive Shock Treatment soonECT LOG: My First day back on drugsECT Log: Dark Matter and the suicidal mindECT LOG: Mania is fun, till the parties overECT LOG: What is ECT, History and Effects Used...

Brothers & Sisters

Brothers & Sisters
I really feel sorry for only children. My son was on his way to being a only child, but thank God for Cosette (the Cossete song: song one, Song two and a song for both). Where would I be without brothers and sisters? I think, probably dead....

Parents

Parents
The older I get the more I forgive my parents for any wrong doing. In fact, they have such a positive balance that they could treat me like shit from this day on and my forgiveness would not be quenched. I remember my dad when we were very...

Friends

Friends
I used to have so many friends that when we went out we would have to reserve a quarter of chillis. As time went on I lost them all. None of them left me. I left them all. I feel very Alone often. I some times picture my funeral, like you do...

(spoiler) The Beaver Movie Rev...

(spoiler) The Beaver Movie Review
this is not a blow by blow, detailed esoteric review of the Beaver. It’s my own personal thoughts on the movie from a Bipolar point of view. I don’t see how this movie was made in hollywood with such a big budget. Mel Gibson must of...

ECT LOG: Mania is fun, till th...

ECT LOG: Mania is fun, till the parties over
Table of contents for ECT LOGECT LOG: Electroconvulsive Shock Treatment soonECT LOG: My First day back on drugsECT Log: Dark Matter and the suicidal mindECT LOG: Mania is fun, till the parties overECT LOG: What is ECT, History and Effects Last...

The Quiet Ways of Zola: A King...

The Quiet Ways of Zola: A Kingez Short Story
An excerpt of the quiet ways of Zola (read all with link): No one knew that Zola Piccolo had died that rainy spring morning in the village of Bergamo. There were no reports in the local paper, or mourners to carry her body to the place she was...
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I just put down a podcast that used the word “relevant,” about a hundred times… this mixed with “radical” seems to get the justices flowing in your average Christian. Me? I’m ready for some new catch phrases, these are about 5 years old...
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I knew what was happening at this group therapy, but I was powerless to help it. I have built such a wall of dogmatisim that everything that is said, social, spiritual or personal, goes through this filter and reformulates into either judgment, or pity. Tuesday (last night) I left the groups so angry, so...
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This is not an attempt at a technical review of Melancholia, but more of a personal reflection on what this movie and Lars von Trier other movie Anti Christ have done to my soul. Of course there are no souls in Trier films, but I find that the impact that they have on me is a testament, at least to me,...
recent from podcast St. Bruno Podcast: Fortress of Failures & Medicating Van Gough 2 part interview with pastor Klumpp
This is a two part interview with Pastor Klumpp and a great one at that. I pulled it out of the closet for a listen today and really enjoyed it all over again. Hopefully you will too. And if you can’t get enough here is our third interview with Klumpp. I laughed my ass off listening to this...
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